i'm sorry.

i'm sorry. i'm so sorry. i am so, so sorry. i really am. i am trying. i am trying so hard.

my best friend, said "you suck at this 'friend' thing". i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry. i know. i know. i know, i suck right now. and i'm sorry.

i'm trying to get it together. i am trying. i feel so disconnected from everyone. and myself. i don't know anymore. i don't know what is wrong with me. and know one knows that i've cried about it every night for the past week and a half. i know i suck, i don't want you to think that though. i am sorry. i promise i will get better. i promise. please, please, understand. i am sorry.

i love you. don't leave me. i am your friend, i'm just not good at being anything right now.